explanation

I realized in writing my last post that I talk about a whole lot of stuff.. and that rarely do I go into any great depth about my boyfriend or our relationship. And I fear I am giving you, dear readers, the wrong impression.

This is what you should know:

He is the biggest, most important thing in my life right now. Bigger than law school, more important than Ironman. I don't talk much about him or our relationship here because its something I'm very protective of.

Those of you who know us well, or have read this blog for a while* know that we have had some big ups and downs over the years. Things with us are really really great these days, and have been for a while. There are things we are still actively working on, but they are getting better and better all the time. There is stuff I wish I could blog about, stuff that he's given me permission to blog about, but I'm just not comfortable with it. We're far too much a work in progress. Thats what my actual pen-to-paper journal is for.

The fact that I don't talk much about him here is very much by design.
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* don't bother going back and looking for the posts I'm alluding to - they have long since been deleted